what do i do when my anger equals to the hulk's?
i can't vandalize, i can't swear openly, i can't kill things like hulk.
i bite my palm till the blood vessels pecah.
im going towards depression.
with friends like that.
with a boyfriend like that.
Monday, May 28, 2012
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
seed of love
Somehow this really made my day. It's been too long since i felt such pure happiness. i feel like a fat kid who got so excited over his fav lollipop lol!
I had only been attending this church for a few times but it just feels right at home. I prayed for God to lead me to a suitable church this sem, because i dun wanna stay out of church for too long, and seems like He gave me an answer.
An action so simple, yet it brought so much warmth to me.
It's kinda like the first time i really felt happy for sth in these 3 months. 3 tiring months.
This reminds me how God can use someone as His angel in so many different ways. something of so little significance holds a great meaning to someone else, who would ever know right?
So this shall be a boost to my miserable life.
now, i should go back to my notes!!
Proverbs 25:28 A person without self-control is like a city with broken-down walls.
this is shown as the verse of the day. God is speaking to me!!! :O
and i shall end with an overly self-adored pic of the month. i love this cam app! it makes me a narcissist! :X
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Monday, April 16, 2012
audrey is moving. mei is moving. everyone is moving.
i also wanna move :3
you drive me crazy. not in a good way. you literally drive me crazy.
even exam stress does not have the power of keeping me awake all night.
you made me sleep talk once, and i normally only sleep talk when i'm extremely stressed.
and last night, because of you, i was unable to sleep the whole night.
wow.
girl you rock.
and seriously, move my stuff for one.more.time, i'll release the monster in me. even if it's just a thrashbin.
do not mess with OCD people.
but it's okay. 2 more months. and my sufferings i shall end.
persevere i will.
go go shinhung!
i also wanna move :3
you drive me crazy. not in a good way. you literally drive me crazy.
even exam stress does not have the power of keeping me awake all night.
you made me sleep talk once, and i normally only sleep talk when i'm extremely stressed.
and last night, because of you, i was unable to sleep the whole night.
wow.
girl you rock.
and seriously, move my stuff for one.more.time, i'll release the monster in me. even if it's just a thrashbin.
do not mess with OCD people.
but it's okay. 2 more months. and my sufferings i shall end.
persevere i will.
go go shinhung!
Sunday, April 8, 2012
Life's Like A Boat - Rie Fu
Instructions:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 25 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!
IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Winter's Child - Suzy (so irrelevant. haha)
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Love in This Club - Usher (what? o.O)
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Rainbow - A (i puke rainbow! XD)
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Dead End - Tohoshinki (....what?)
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Walk Me Home - Mandy Moore (i wanna go home!!)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Marriage D'Amour (i came to Earth to get married LOLOLOLOL)
WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
So This Is Christmas - Celine Dion (Oh yeah Christ rocks!)
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Kau Ilhamku (hohohoho~ i'm so honoured XD)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Always - Big Bang (always apa o.O)
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Mission - JYJ (actually i'm a secret agent working for Unicorns and Rainbows for some special missions. shh..)
WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Turn It Up - TOP
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR EX BOY/GIRL/BEST FRIEND?
Capri - Colbie Caillat (o.O)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
你最好 (wow..)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
爱她的10件事 - 张善为 (heh~ why sound so sad. lol)
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
浪花一朵朵 (i want to become...a wave? haha!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
第二天堂 - JJ 林俊杰 (meaning 2nd heaven. again, wow..)
WHAT WILL YOU DO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Love Action - Brown Eyed Girls (LMAO so wrong??)
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Begin - Tohoshinki (my journey in Heaven. wooo~)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
林宇中 - 淋雨中 (stay in the rain(?) woo yeah!)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Miss You - S.M. The Ballad
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Mulanya Cinta - Siti Nurhaliza
WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
From The Beginning Until The End - Ryu
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
What Are Words - Chris Medina (indeed. what are words and promises if they're for vain?)
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Rainism - Rain (eh?)
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Obsession - Mariah Carey (obsession apa oh? XD)
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
I'm Your Man - TVXQ! (Oh Junsu you sexay beast pls be my mind i'll laugh for my whole life! XD)
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
She - TVXQ! (who?)
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Take Me To Your Heart - Michael Learns to Rock (if you could, then i'll marry you)
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Break Up The Shell - Tohoshinki
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Why Did I Fall In Love With You - Tohoshinki (wow they love me! XD)
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Memories In My Eyes - Yiruma
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Free Me - Joss Stone
WHAT WOULD YOU WANT TO SAY TO THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU?
PPurnama Merindu - Siti Nurhaliza (Esther was the one who tagged me for this original post, so, Esther me mish you!)
WHAT WILL YOU NAME THIS NOTE?
Life's Like A Boat - Rie Fu
Saturday, April 7, 2012
tag
remember when the tagging posts was a trend in Friendster/Facebook?
I've always loved them XD
makes me feel like a celebrity being interviewed, by myself la lol! syok sendiri ba.
went through old notes in FB, since now am guilt-free for onlining cause EXAM'S OVER!!, i mahu syok sendiri again XD
and sometimes it's amazing to see how much we've changed throughout the years.
I'll keep the old answers, and new answers in bracket.
Here it goes, 100 Questions Post! (long one :D)
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: H2O (still health-conscious, still water! lol)
2. Last phone call: shereena (Audrey!)
3. Last text message: dearie (: (Potato)
4. Last song you listened to: Our Song - Taylor Swift ( f(x)- Pinnochio/Danger )
5. Last time you cried: cant recall. (not long ago. movie! XD)
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: wad u mean, date?? (nope. and i wonder what my old answer mean o.O)
7. Been cheated on: uh huh -.- (Yeah =.=) <-- from single eyelid to double eyelid LOL
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: lol. nopie! (neh~)
9. Lost someone special: hmmm..... (not yet i think)
10. Been depressed: all the time. lol (used to. now God brightens me up all the time! ^^)
11. Been drunk and threw up: ewww naww (still, eww no)
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. white (still white)
13. baby blue (peach! <3)
14. lime green (indecisive)
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009) - it is now 2012! :D
15. Made a new friend: yup yup (yup~)
16. Fallen out of love: yesssh (sadly, for a short period of time.)
17. Laughed until you cried: YESSSS. rofl (sadly, no. it's been a pretty tough year)
18. Met someone who changed you: yeah (: (Hmm..someone who has inspired me to change for the better, yes.)
19. Found out who your true friends were: errr... idk? ( at least i found out who the not-true friends are :/ )
20. Found out someone was talking about you: eto.... i think not? (YES. and it doens't feel good at all.)
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: haha. naww ( heh~ only one person la :P )
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: almost all. (most of them)
23. How many kids do you want?: 3! 1 boy 1 girl 1 adopted. (still 3)
24. Do you have any pets: all dead T____T (still dead T^T)
25. Do you want to change your name: add in maybe? (ashley to ashleigh?)
26. What did you do for your last birthday: went to cosway bay.. friends bought cake, ate, embarrassed ourselves. lol (went out with Potato, ate, walk around. nth special. makin tua, makin boring.)
27. What time did you wake up today: 8am (around 635am)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: texting...? ( supper at Audrey's house! Mei is so awesome to prepare supper for me! <3 )
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: GENTING!!!! and SUNWAY!!!!!!! ( Nikon D7000. my future baby when will you be mineeee :3 )
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 21 Sept 09 - i think it's 12th Feb, which was almost 2 months ago! :'(((
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: a lot of stuff (my SPM result.)
32. What are you listening to right now : ppl washing clothes (Drama series actors talking.)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: haha. no? (still nope. haha)
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: my sis -.- (nth.peaceful night ^^)
35. Most visited webpage: duh FB!! (FB, Twitter)
36. Whats your real name: shinhung? (was,is,forever will be Shinhung)
37. Nicknames:red red. ang ang. hung hung. swt.... (lama edi no one call me by nicknames. haiz. wrong circle of friends. pekcek.)
1. Last beverage: H2O (still health-conscious, still water! lol)
2. Last phone call: shereena (Audrey!)
3. Last text message: dearie (: (Potato)
4. Last song you listened to: Our Song - Taylor Swift ( f(x)- Pinnochio/Danger )
5. Last time you cried: cant recall. (not long ago. movie! XD)
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: wad u mean, date?? (nope. and i wonder what my old answer mean o.O)
7. Been cheated on: uh huh -.- (Yeah =.=) <-- from single eyelid to double eyelid LOL
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: lol. nopie! (neh~)
9. Lost someone special: hmmm..... (not yet i think)
10. Been depressed: all the time. lol (used to. now God brightens me up all the time! ^^)
11. Been drunk and threw up: ewww naww (still, eww no)
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. white (still white)
13. baby blue (peach! <3)
14. lime green (indecisive)
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009) - it is now 2012! :D
15. Made a new friend: yup yup (yup~)
16. Fallen out of love: yesssh (sadly, for a short period of time.)
17. Laughed until you cried: YESSSS. rofl (sadly, no. it's been a pretty tough year)
18. Met someone who changed you: yeah (: (Hmm..someone who has inspired me to change for the better, yes.)
19. Found out who your true friends were: errr... idk? ( at least i found out who the not-true friends are :/ )
20. Found out someone was talking about you: eto.... i think not? (YES. and it doens't feel good at all.)
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: haha. naww ( heh~ only one person la :P )
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: almost all. (most of them)
23. How many kids do you want?: 3! 1 boy 1 girl 1 adopted. (still 3)
24. Do you have any pets: all dead T____T (still dead T^T)
25. Do you want to change your name: add in maybe? (ashley to ashleigh?)
26. What did you do for your last birthday: went to cosway bay.. friends bought cake, ate, embarrassed ourselves. lol (went out with Potato, ate, walk around. nth special. makin tua, makin boring.)
27. What time did you wake up today: 8am (around 635am)
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: texting...? ( supper at Audrey's house! Mei is so awesome to prepare supper for me! <3 )
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: GENTING!!!! and SUNWAY!!!!!!! ( Nikon D7000. my future baby when will you be mineeee :3 )
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 21 Sept 09 - i think it's 12th Feb, which was almost 2 months ago! :'(((
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: a lot of stuff (my SPM result.)
32. What are you listening to right now : ppl washing clothes (Drama series actors talking.)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: haha. no? (still nope. haha)
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: my sis -.- (nth.peaceful night ^^)
35. Most visited webpage: duh FB!! (FB, Twitter)
36. Whats your real name: shinhung? (was,is,forever will be Shinhung)
37. Nicknames:red red. ang ang. hung hung. swt.... (lama edi no one call me by nicknames. haiz. wrong circle of friends. pekcek.)
38. Relationship Status: permanently unavailable? lol (in one.)
39. Zodiac sign: libra (masih Libra)
40. Male or female?: bisexual (i'm a female..?)
41. Primary School?: chung hua batu 7 (same.)
42. Secondary School?: St.Mary (same.)
43. High school/college?: St.Thomas (SMK St.Thomas/AIMST University)
44. Hair colour: dark brown (remain unchanged.)
45. Long or short: quite long loo..(considered long)
46. Height: 159cm T_T (as short as ever :3 )
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: ahem... (love.)
48: What do you like about yourself?: errr... (i....have a rather small face? haha! ppl have been telling me that, i so rasa syok XD)
49. Piercings: ears (ears)
50. Tattoos: i wish (still i wish to have!)
39. Zodiac sign: libra (masih Libra)
40. Male or female?: bisexual (i'm a female..?)
41. Primary School?: chung hua batu 7 (same.)
42. Secondary School?: St.Mary (same.)
43. High school/college?: St.Thomas (SMK St.Thomas/AIMST University)
44. Hair colour: dark brown (remain unchanged.)
45. Long or short: quite long loo..(considered long)
46. Height: 159cm T_T (as short as ever :3 )
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: ahem... (love.)
48: What do you like about yourself?: errr... (i....have a rather small face? haha! ppl have been telling me that, i so rasa syok XD)
49. Piercings: ears (ears)
50. Tattoos: i wish (still i wish to have!)
51. Righty or lefty: righty (Righty.)
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: not yet (takde.)
53. First piercing: 4 yrs old..? (same.)
54. First best friend: Pei! (Pei!)
55. First sport you joined: swimming (same la aiyo.)
56. First vacation: KL i think... (i'm starting to think it's Johor. haha!)
58. First pair of trainers: my.. coach? (haha! what did i meant by ''my coach"??!! LOL! anyway, the first real one was by Adidas, grey colour! tennis shoes! <3 <3 <3 )
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: FULL (nth)
60. Drinking: water (nth)
61. I'm about to: sneeze (type this answer)
62. Listening to: nth (redundant!)
63. Waiting on: him to text back (nth?)
YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: yup (yeah but i don't really feel like giving birth to them :O painful la wei)
65. Get Married?: lol. i guess (hmm...)
66. Career?: errr.... (Pharmacist T_T)
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: both
68. Hugs or kisses: both
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: Not too old not too young (Older but i gila younger guys as well like SHINee XD)
71. Romantic or spontaneous: bit of both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: bit of both (six-packs and biceps! sexy!!)
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship lar
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: bit of both. a biiiiiiit is enough. lol (TROUBLE MAKER. hate hesitant ppl now. ish)
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: crazeh (nope. but i don't mind kissing Junsu. not at all! in fact i might attack him myself LOL!)
77. Drank hard liquour: how hard is hard? lol (does Heineken count? but not nice la. ueek)
78. Lost glasses/contacts: broke them is more like it. (nope. broke them.)
79. Sex on first date: nuts -.- (haha! no!)
80. Broken someone's heart: erm.. i guess.. (eheh~)
82. Been arrested: haha. no. (imma good girl)
83. Turned someone down: err.. yeah.. (hmm..yeah.)
84. Cried when someone died: yeah.. (Yeah...)
85. Fallen for a friend?: eto.... haha (Yeap)
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: kinda (i put my believe onto God.)
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: not yet (takde.)
53. First piercing: 4 yrs old..? (same.)
54. First best friend: Pei! (Pei!)
55. First sport you joined: swimming (same la aiyo.)
56. First vacation: KL i think... (i'm starting to think it's Johor. haha!)
58. First pair of trainers: my.. coach? (haha! what did i meant by ''my coach"??!! LOL! anyway, the first real one was by Adidas, grey colour! tennis shoes! <3 <3 <3 )
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: FULL (nth)
60. Drinking: water (nth)
61. I'm about to: sneeze (type this answer)
62. Listening to: nth (redundant!)
63. Waiting on: him to text back (nth?)
YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: yup (yeah but i don't really feel like giving birth to them :O painful la wei)
65. Get Married?: lol. i guess (hmm...)
66. Career?: errr.... (Pharmacist T_T)
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: both
68. Hugs or kisses: both
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: Not too old not too young (Older but i gila younger guys as well like SHINee XD)
71. Romantic or spontaneous: bit of both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: bit of both (six-packs and biceps! sexy!!)
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship lar
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: bit of both. a biiiiiiit is enough. lol (TROUBLE MAKER. hate hesitant ppl now. ish)
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: crazeh (nope. but i don't mind kissing Junsu. not at all! in fact i might attack him myself LOL!)
77. Drank hard liquour: how hard is hard? lol (does Heineken count? but not nice la. ueek)
78. Lost glasses/contacts: broke them is more like it. (nope. broke them.)
79. Sex on first date: nuts -.- (haha! no!)
80. Broken someone's heart: erm.. i guess.. (eheh~)
82. Been arrested: haha. no. (imma good girl)
83. Turned someone down: err.. yeah.. (hmm..yeah.)
84. Cried when someone died: yeah.. (Yeah...)
85. Fallen for a friend?: eto.... haha (Yeap)
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: kinda (i put my believe onto God.)
87. Miracles: yeap
88. Love at first sight: not really
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: nope
91. Kiss on the first date: lol
92. Angels: yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: siao. (nah. tiring.)
95. Did you sing today?: haha.. nope. (i hummed?)
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: nooooo..(imma good girl)
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: dono lei... (high school.)
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: the prefect interview day -.- (the day when i have decided to leave CUCMS and come to AIMST. i wish i was stronger in facing the challenges and fulfill what i still think now, the calling God has given to me.)
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: nope for now. lol (i miss the feeling of falling in love)
100. Posting this as 100 truths?:looonnnnng... (syok! XD)
88. Love at first sight: not really
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: nope
91. Kiss on the first date: lol
92. Angels: yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: siao. (nah. tiring.)
95. Did you sing today?: haha.. nope. (i hummed?)
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: nooooo..(imma good girl)
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: dono lei... (high school.)
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: the prefect interview day -.- (the day when i have decided to leave CUCMS and come to AIMST. i wish i was stronger in facing the challenges and fulfill what i still think now, the calling God has given to me.)
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: nope for now. lol (i miss the feeling of falling in love)
100. Posting this as 100 truths?:looonnnnng... (syok! XD)
Thursday, March 29, 2012
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